Ever wish you knew how different your life could have been?
Categories:
Alternate Reality,
Best Spander,
Spike/Xander;
Genres: Action,
Alternate Universe,
Angst,
Dark,
Drama,
RomanceWarnings: Bloodplay,
Character Death,
Extreme Language,
Group Sex/Threesomes/Moresome,
Rape/Actual,
Rape/Attempted,
Rape/Implied,
Sexual Situations,
Torture,
Violence
Challenges: None; Series: None
Chapters: 75; Completed: Yes
Word count: 121633 Read: 23154
Published: 09/18/06 Updated: 09/18/06
1. Chapter 1 by jameschick [Reviews - 2] 
(1388 words)
Disclaimer: If I were Joss, Spike and Xander would be naked 24/7. They aren't? Guess I'm not Joss then ;-p
A/N: This is for @shy and Meleesa for encouraging me to continue.
Also thank you to my Beta, Alex. Without your hard work, this would be riddled with errors.
2. Chapter 2 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (908 words)
3. Chapter 3 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1272 words)
4. Chapter 4 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1184 words)
5. Chapter 5 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (890 words)
6. Chapter 6 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1177 words)
7. Chapter 7 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (884 words)
8. Chapter 8 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1591 words)
9. Chapter 9 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1239 words)
10. Chapter 10 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1641 words)
11. Chapter 11 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1589 words)
12. Chapter 12 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1015 words)
13. Chapter 13 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1265 words)
14. Chapter 14 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1500 words)
15. Chapter 15 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1661 words)
16. Chapter 16 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1262 words)
17. Chapter 17 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1232 words)
18. Chapter 18 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1182 words)
19. Chapter 19 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1304 words)
20. Chapter 20 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1522 words)
21. Chapter 21 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (2735 words)
22. Chapter 22 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1696 words)
23. Chapter 23 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1434 words)
24. Chapter 24 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (2082 words)
25. Chapter 25 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1761 words)
26. Chapter 26 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1093 words)
27. Chapter 27 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1693 words)
28. Chapter 28 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1890 words)
29. Chapter 29 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1820 words)
30. Chapter 30 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1143 words)
31. Chapter 31 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1397 words)
32. Chapter 32 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1467 words)
33. Chapter 33 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1818 words)
34. Chapter 34 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1917 words)
35. Chapter 35 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (2178 words)
36. Chapter 36 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1860 words)
37. Chapter 37 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1369 words)
38. Chapter 38 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1748 words)
39. Chapter 39 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1604 words)
40. Chapter 40 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (912 words)
41. Chapter 41 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (989 words)
42. Chapter 42 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (2221 words)
43. Chapter 43 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (2621 words)
44. Chapter 44 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1476 words)
45. Chapter 45 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1760 words)
46. Chapter 46 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1984 words)
47. Chapter 47 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1751 words)
48. Chapter 48 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1962 words)
49. Chapter 49 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (2078 words)
50. Chapter 50 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1550 words)
51. Chapter 51 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1780 words)
52. Chapter 52 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1169 words)
53. Chapter 53 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1379 words)
54. Chapter 54 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1961 words)
55. Chapter 55 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1885 words)
56. Chapter 56 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1630 words)
57. Chapter 57 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1620 words)
58. Chapter 58 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1519 words)
59. Chapter 59 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1699 words)
60. Chapter 60 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1978 words)
61. Chapter 61 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1806 words)
62. Chapter 62 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1634 words)
63. Chapter 63 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1860 words)
64. Chapter 64 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1982 words)
65. Chapter 65 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1043 words)
66. Chapter 66 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1955 words)
67. Chapter 67 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1802 words)
68. Chapter 68 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (2519 words)
69. Chapter 69 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1465 words)
70. Chapter 70 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1457 words)
71. Chapter 71 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1865 words)
72. Chapter 72 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1964 words)
73. Chapter 73 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1949 words)
74. Chapter 74 by jameschick [Reviews - 0] (1925 words)
75. Chapter 75 by jameschick [Reviews - 4] (2072 words)
